I started dating.
I went into dating with an idea that I was going to be more open minded than I was in my previous single life. I was what most would call shallow. Okay, I’m what everyone would call shallow. I would deny til I was blue in the face that I had a type. However, when it comes down to it, I like them dark haired, tall, athletic and smart.
However, I vowed this time around I was going to be, well not so shallow. I married a man who’s idea of birthday shopping was going on a shopping spree at Target the day of my birthday. Some of those presents included socks. And well, to his defense (which I’m totally not defending), I did need socks. But I think you get the point, that I married, well who most would call an ass.
So again, in my next go round, I was going to be open minded. I met Bachelor #3, who was cute, but not the height I prefer and not athletic at all. However, he is still the most thoughtful guy I have ever dated. If I mention something even in passing, just once, he remembers it, locks it away and surprises me with someone that takes me completely off guard. I have honestly never dated anyone like him.
We connect well sexually, and even though there were times when I thought I couldn’t get past this whole new open mindedness thing, I would press on, and decide that I really did like him.
Then this weekend happened. I tend to be a bit dominant, and unfortunately what usually comes with really nice guys are pushovers. And as open minded as I want to be, I can not for the life of me, handle a push over. So this weekend I hit my threshold, and I find me kicking myself. I went into bitchy Elanah mode because I know I’m more attracted to male Elanah, who my friends are still questioning.
Why as women do we always find ourselves attracted to the ass? And I really don’t want to hear how it’s not true because it seems to be more of the norm, than liking the nice guy.










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